The 2 Week Wait...

It has offically been 1 week since I got what I thought was a positive ovulation test. To be honest, I'm not exactly sure if I ovulated that day, the day after, or the day after that. But, my husband and I truly did try our best to catch ovulation this cycle. I'm doing my best to not even think about pregnancy or taking a pregnancy test. I'm trying to hold off as long as I can to take one. I don't want to get my hopes up, and to be honest I'm not even really excited about it. I want it to happen but unfortunatly enough I think I kind of got it in my head it won't happen this cycle. I started breaking out last week around Thursday and it went into the weekend which kind of worried me cause whenever I break out like that it usually means ovulation for me, or my period is coming...so who knows. Usually about 7 to 8 days before my period my boobs start hurting too, and so far that hasn't happend yet either (I dont know if thats a bad thing or a good thing, cause they usually say a sign of pregnancy is tender breasts) So basically I'm just hanging out right now, just living my life as normally as I can trying to let the days pass cause I know the longer I can hold off taking a test the better it will be. I am going out on Wednesday evening to finish up some Christmas shopping so I will probably just buy a test then. I will probably take an early pregnancy test on Friday morning! Wish me luck!! and pray for me!